I was going to go back to sleep, till the tea comes, after opening the front doors for the tea walah.
But then a glimpse of the golden morning through the door and I couldn't go back to sleep.
The morning didn't let me sleep.
What a metaphor...I was going to go back my sleep of sulk from life only to wake up for the tea of work to get me going. In the process on my way to ofc I came across a glimpse of "Sanchari" for 30 sec, tempted I held open the doors and I was exposed to the blinding brilliance of this song, the lyrics speaking of a world I live in in my dreams....the music like a healing touch of a cool caress on a forehead throbbing and hot with pain.
And I couldn't go back to the sulk anymore.
Then I looked more carefully at the brilliance and I saw a face.....Where the eyes were speaking and smiling more than the lips...the face had a purity often committed but rarely found.
It made me fearless somehow. ..I don't know how and why...but I am more ready for life .....come life...
